Not perfect.

I have done wrong for so long in life. I hadn't cried to God for help when I was in need for it. I am not worthy of such forgiveness, my Lord. I have disappointed you time after time but yet you love me. I am sad to know that I was blind for so long and not knowing all I really needed is you. I have found you once again and I will never let you go. You love me so much, even if I had done you wrong. I love you so much, my Lord. Words couldn't begin to describe how thankful for such a perfect God. I look back and wish I could slap myself for being so stupid for so long. I was clearly not thinking right, but that gives no excuse for words, things, or anything I done at that point. It is a shame that I did. I wish I could take it all back but I know it's too late. Fill me in with your holy spirit, almighty God. I always feel your presence now when I pray or when I think about you. (Which is all the time!) I feel more energy, life, fun, happiness then I have in a long time. And that's exactly what I needed all a long. <3

I love you. Infinity x Infinity x Infinity x Infinity + 1 <3